I guess they updated how it works
doug:
I fell asleep while reading and apparently if you’re woken up in a dream, you wake up in real life now. Awesome. Also, I don’t know when this turned into a blog of my life and no longer just weird photos I find throughout the day. I hope you don’t mind.
I also got an FTD.com email alert reminding me to send flowers to a girl I stopped seeing six years ago. Very odd since I don’t remember getting the alerts in the past, but that ended now. Secondary mission: what happened in April 2003 that I sent flowers for!?
Now I’m going to bed for real after watching a bit of Touchez pas au grisbi. I recommend just about any movie with Jean Gabin as the lead.
But I won’t sit idly by
(Ahhh…)
I’m planning a big surprise
I’m gonna fight
For what I want to be
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Fugazi - Waiting Room, also a mantra of sorts as I’m more and more convinced of my need to pay off all debts and move to a less frustrating land as fast as I can. (via doug)
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It’s never going to be over, so stop waiting for the good stuff. As of now, spend a minimum of one hour a day doing whatever you are waiting to do until your finances are more secure, or until the children have grown and left home, or until you have finished your obligations and you feel free to do what you really want to do. Don’t wait any longer. Don’t believe in the myth of “one day when everything will be different.” Do what you love to do, what you are waiting to do, what you’ve been born to do, now.
Spend at least one hour a day doing whatever you simply love to do — what you deeply feel you need to do, in your heart — in spite of the daily duties that seem to constrain you. However, be forewarned: you may discover that you don’t, or can’t, do it; that in fact, your fantasy of your future life is simply a fantasty.
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David Deida, from The Way of the Superior Man. You can laugh at the title but the book is phenomenal. (via jakelodwick)
Yes! I keep trying to explain this to people, but all I ever hear is “later” or “some day.” Work is the worst for it for all the “In the future we should look into”s (via doug)
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